Monday, January 28, 2008

The Devil

The tempting smile, the alluring touch could lead you to a place of darkness, of self- hatred. But Fuck it right! All the matters is now! All that matters is you! The ones that care about you the most, stuck waiting for you to decide if you want to go the path of eternal sorrow. But will it be sorrow? Maybe you have hope for something more than sadness, something more than suffering, something more! But will the devil bring you this? Will his tempting ways in fact, give you more? I don't know. This is a choice your going to have to make, yourself, alone. No one can choose the path you lead. no one can force you to turn right, when your heart says left. Just take what you feel is necessary. But remember the hearts you burn on the way.

We walk through darkness
It turns to light
We shiver through the cold bitter wind
But smiles remain
Laying with the dead we reminisce
The wants our hearts lie before us.
I challenged my heart to make a choice
Deciding it does not.
How selfish, this person I've become
A Lying hypocrite
I'm engulfed in flames
I don't know where they started and don't know when they'll end
He won't just let me die
I lie here burning but my skin never rots
I feel the sting
the constant discomforting position
I try to roll, run, douse myself with water
Nothing
These flames come not from the ground
Nor from the devil
They come from the hole in my heart
I can stop them
But i must believe
HELP me BELIEVE!!!

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