Bored

I'm becoming that whore i never knew!
I'm growing and twisting into that bitch!
She held my throat as i screamed for air,
she shunned my feelings as she ripped my hair!
Let me GO!
You whore!
But still i stand in her shadow!
Still i blame others for my faults,
Still i whore myself for happiness.
This life will never be free of that cunt!
I look in the mirror and i see her eyes.
There deep, there dark, they feel so empty, angry.
I look away.
She's not gone.
The darkness floats above my head
The treachery of her words, form around my lips,
Manipulation fills my soul.
Oh, well!
I'm happy being a bitch!