Happy 20th Birthday to me

So today is my 20th birthday.
Nothing special.
But i feel like this is my first birthday that i'm genuinely happy.
Things have always gone slowly, and this is the first time in my life that i'm content with that. The first time that waiting seems obsolete. So this birthday has had many parts to it....

Part #1:

The week before my birthday my dad picked me up from my house and took me to lunch(pizza) at his work than we scouted around for a laptop. Which is the first most amazing present. So i didn't realize but i get wifi EVERYWHERE. I could live off a laptop. I'm not even that worried about my phone getting shut off... okay maybe that's over doing it.

Part #2:

My Gma, Chris, and I all went to Music Go Round and I bought my first guitar. It's a dark Turqoise fading into black. It's a perfect first guitar. Than we went clothes shopping and i got 2 outfits. Poor Chris, I know. Than I went to get a hair straightener and some hair dye. Than dinner at Qdoba.

Part #3:

Tonight, the day before my bday, Gma, Bob, Chris, and I went to El Nopal and they sang to me while i wore the giant sambraro. Than Chris and I went on a quest for a bathing suit for me.



I had a very stressful day , as fun as it sounds. The idea was that the whole family was going to go to dinner. Well my mom and aunt don't get along very well. Apparently my aunt called my mom about something and my mother hung up on her. Following this event she called my Gma to tell her that she couldn't come. I called my mom and yelled at her for making this day about her and her anger towards my aunt.

But Chris made it all better.

I think i'm going to start writing in this a lot. Now that i always have my lap top. I always liked writing in journals and i have tons of half filled out journals. I'd like to go through and type them all up. I think that might be neat. Just make a mass Journal... granted not internet accesible. Some stuff is too private but yeah.

I'm really excited about playing guitar. I feel like i have a growing patience in my mind that gives me hope that i could be really good, plus Chris always makes hope seem a blink away.
Well i should sleep, heading to Kings Island with him in like 5 hours hah.

Peace