Wednesday, May 28, 2008

I have come to a realization that something needs to change... I don't know what or if i'm going to make the right decisions, but it has to be better than what is going on now. The only feelings i have at this moment are chaotic. I want to feel free, independent. Certain people in my life are tearing me down. and i have to rise above this.

I always plan on changing and doing the right things because i know what will help or at least i think i know. But it is so hard trying to do things on your own! Even just thinking about things and planning things on your own. I want someone to tell me what they think is right in my situation. I do listen. I do take good advice. But not if none is given.

I'm just so sick of being angry at everyone. And the only thing that helps that is being around people i really love and that i know care about me. And right now i feel like i'm stuck in a house of hatred and i can't handle it anymore. I'm leaving! I'm done!

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